Serving Goddess Sequoia Redd
Goddess is once again very angry with me for not following up on my blog and following Her instructions.
She has the power to make my life a living hell and i do not want to have to face that.
Goddess is an incredible Woman who can be cold and calculating when She needs to be.
Goddess Sequoia Redd is not one to be played with. i am in serious trouble now that i have neglected Goddess and my duties. i have made Goddess angry with my neglect of Her.
Goddess Sequoia Redd is very calculating in Her chosen punishment. She has saved pictures, screen shots, names and addresses. She has made it very clear that She will use all of this collected information to ruin me if i do not comply with all of Her demands.
When you make a commitment to Goddess Sequoia and become Her slave, it is for the long term. There is no backing out or neglecting Her. The wrath of Goddess Sequoia Redd is not one that you would like to be the target of.
i feel torn right now. Work has kept me very busy and my training is suffering because of it. i am overdue for my next lesson with Goddess Sequoia, but i just don’t have the time.
i can not complain too much, because i am working and the outlook for my continued employment is good. Times are tough out there with people losing their jobs everyday. i have to do the work that is required right now to ensure that i keep my job.
Goddess has told me that i am due for my next cock sucking lesson, and i can not wait to take the next step in my training. Hopefully next week will settle down and i things will get back on track.
Goddess has told me that when i have completed my cock sucking and cum swallowing training i will be servicing a group of men with Her commanding my every move. i received a message from Goddess that it is time for my next cock sucking lesson (on cam) and that i better get my ass ready and loose. i guess that i will be getting fucked as well as sucking cock for Goddess.
i have been licking up my cum everytime that i jerk and i think that i am getting used to the taste. i like the taste and feel of my cum in my mouth and i am looking forward to taking several loads at once.
Last night Goddess Sequoia surprised me with three beautiful pictures. They were of Goddess in a field and the picture are just perfect.
She let me jerk off while gazing upon Her pictures, and when i was finished i had to lick up all of my cum. i guess that this is a continuation of my cock sucking training. It would not look good to be sent out to suck a cock and gag at the finish. i have to have the technique down, as well as being used to a mouthful of cum.
There are a couple of reasons that i started this blog. The first is i want to spread the word about Goddess Sequoia Redd. If i could bring even one new slave into service for Her it would make me so happy. i also use this blog as a way to track my progress in my service to Goddess Sequoia.
i have started a new diet to go along with my exercise program. i need to get my body in shape to serve Goddess Sequoia. Goddess deserves a slave that is physically and mentally in shape.
i start and end every day by taking time out of my busy schedule to worship Goddess Sequoia Redd. When i make the time for Goddess i feel much more centered in my life. It keeps me focused on what is important in life and helps me get past the bumps in the road much more easily.
i know that i was wrong when i betrayed Goddess Sequoia’s trust. i have to work twice as hard to get back to the level of service that i was at.
Spoiling Goddess on Her wish lists is a start (tonight i purchased Her a juicer and wheatgrass growing kit from amazon), but even more importantly is to show true dedication and loyalty.
i know that in time i will be the slave closest to Goddess’s feet waiting for my opportunity to serve, and when that time comes i will be one happy slave!
Tonight Goddess Sequoia gave me a lesson on proper blow job technique. i will be able to continue my original training, but now with a twist. i have to keep practicing on my dildo until i am able to give a blow job up to Goddess’s standards.
The lesson was itself awesome. we were both on cam and i had to practice on my dildo while She demonstrated on Her boyfriend. When i finished practicing i had to jerk off and perfect my cum swallowing on cam for Goddess.
i have let Goddess down lately. i have not been posting here daily like i am supposed to and i have been slacking in other areas to.
Right now i am not even worthy of being Goddess Sequoia’s slave. She told me that She is going to make me Her bitch. i will be learning the fine art of giving a proper blow job and then i think She plans on pimping me out. i will be spending a lot of time on my knees sucking cock for Goddess.
Perhaps if i perform at a high enough level i will work my way back up to slave.
i have been going through a difficult time the last week or so. At work we are facing budget cuts and possible layoffs. My personal life has been chaotic lately as well.
i tried to ignore life and hope that everything will fix itself. Tonight i spoke with Goddess and She made me realize that the only way to improve my situation is to face these issues head on. If i am not actively working to solve my problems they will only become worse.
i can’t complain too much though. i have a job which in these uncertain times is a positive by itself, and more importantly i serve the Beautiful Goddess Sequoia Redd. i am one of a select few who have this great opportunity to serve such a wonderful Goddess.
i know that i have to redouble my efforts in every aspect of my life right now. i need to work on settling things down at home, work extra hard at work to make sure that i have continued job security, and most importantly i have to do whatever it takes to make Goddess happy.
